Life and Love - Ongoing transition.

It's been awhile again.

  I've been in the eye of a storm.

On New Year's Eve I galvanise this raging human, physical body to re-awaken - 

there is too much left to do.

What motivates a human Being?

Belief and love.

When our belief structure is pulled down, 

we fall into a state of disbelief which causes inaction.

We stop functioning.

We have achieved so much, yet all we do is pull down our achievements, 

ignore them and talk about what we have not done.

We do not recognise the strengths of cultures that are not our own; 

even as we absorb them, and in turn, are absorbed;  

 we ignore the reality that we are all one.

Why?

Where does this lead?

It leads to only one place - destruction.

On this negative road to destruction we encounter loss of faith, 

depression, an insidious parasite that drains and exhausts even further as we struggle to regain ...    

Belief

As we struggle our life seeps out.  

Our love is eroded, to the point of not disappearing, 

but diminishing to such an extent that it cannot function anymore.

What can we do about this?

This is life destroying ... it is soul destroying.

I believe ...  Hallelujah ... 

we can move beyond destruction ... Hallelujah

There is hope, not just for me, but all of us.

Destruction does not exist, any more than creation exists ...

What we experience is all an illusion ... expressing a belief ... a belief in life, 

which this belief creates.

We can move to the place of just believing that good will triumph.

Light will shine.

Love will always be.

For if it is not ... then everything will cease.

Whatever God is ... It is love.

If all of this is an illusion.  

I don't care.

I live in this place, and I love it.

If good and bad are all part of the Tao, the oneness of life ...

then so too is illusion and reality.

I believe I'll understand much more when I cross ...

in the meantime, 

I have to maintain the passion to energise my belief that we are all equal, 

we are all one.

We must learn how to solve all the terrifying problems we face here on this planet of experimentation so we can work with God - 

whoever or whatever that Almighty Spirit and Being is, and I believe It is - 

to create a better world and place ... 

not just here but everywhere in this universal illusion/reality we call life.

May 2015 be a breakthrough. 

May we appreciate the magnificence of our world, this planet Earth.

May we do so, so we can all enjoy it before the cycle ends naturally.

The alternative is ... OMG ... we destroy it.  

We cause it to end unnaturally, and it will be gone much sooner than nature intended.

Let us not do this to our world.  

I cannot believe we are so stupid.

Let us wake up to the fact that we are all one ... 

and unite to save our real illusion of being.

Our 3D reality.

I love this world ... I believe we can save it, and it can save us.

I'll be back next year ... 

Happy New Year.

Join the ones who believe and 

let's change our world for the better.

Dying is not the end of life, it is a part of life.

It's rare that the death of one person impacts on the world at large.

I can think of only a few times in my life this has happened for me.

The deaths of Princess Diana, Ghandi, Kennedy, Martin Luther King and Nelson Mandela created such an impact. Each of these deaths made me aware of critical values essential to help humanity evolve.  Teachings that extraordinary people came to share.

Now Robin Williams joins this group.

Thank you Robin Williams for all you gave us and the joy you shared.

There is a challenging issue that must be addressed in our world today.

Robin Williams' death highlighted this issue.

Should we have the right to take our own life?

I believe we should.
This right exists in some countries.
It should be universal.
This belief is personal, but many agree.

Euthanasia will be legalised. 
It is just a matter of time.

If it had been legal, Robin Williams might have approached things differently knowing that he could arrange his departure as he chose.  He might still have been with us today.  He might have created even more magic and joy.

It appears from a statement made by his wife after his death, that he was managing his depression and alcoholism.  However, he knew he could not manage his Parkinson's unless he had the right to give the direction as to when he wanted his life to end.  Instead he chose to act whilst he could, whilst he was still in control of his ability to function physically.  

I would choose this path to leave in many situations, and an ever growing number of older and disabled people, people with a terminal illness, people suffering chronic pain, are of the same mind.

Leaving life is not that different to leaving home.  We're just going to a new home. 

We only have a limited time as a child.  Our body only has a limited life span.

Why can't we decide when that life span is no longer purposeful?

We can care for our body whilst it's viable, and we can leave it when we cannot maintain it knowing what we  are doing and able to take responsibility for our decisions and choices.

So long as we have choice, 

everyone can do what they believe is right and best for them -

without judgement.

We come here for a purpose.  

When that is fulfilled, we're usually tired, and want to return to 
a place of love and peace, 

the place from which we came.

In this overpopulated and crowded world of ours
we have to rethink, and change the law on this issue.

Death itself is not an experience to fear.  

This image shows where I would choose to be when my time comes to cross.  

Floating in a sea of love, peace and bliss, surrounded by those I love in all worlds, 

one with the soul of my being as I journey home.

We can regrow our limbs, our bodies ... it's just a matter of time.

One of the questions I asked myself whilst writing Downloading Spirit, was:  

"Can we learn to regenerate severed limbs, and probably other parts of our bodies?"  

Possibly, this was because of an experience I had as a child of 8 or 9 

when I stayed with friends in the country.  

They had a pet lizard called Lizzie who lived in the kitchen.  

She paid her board by catching flies.  

One day I saw Lizzie lose her tail.  

As a child, I thought this was terrible.  

"Don't worry", I was told, "her tail will grow back".  

When I left a few weeks later, I knew this was true.  I'd seen it with my own eyes.

As time went on I realised that our brain was built, brain on top of brain from past evolutionary species.  It is a plastic brain.  In Biology at school, I remember learning about our lizard brain. 

Possibly, if we dig deep enough back into our evolutionary self, 

we'll discover the correct stimulus or signal 

to set the process of regrowing our own lost limbs, or whatever, in motion.  

I came to believe this was a real possibility.

It takes the discussion of amphibians a step further.  In this case, let's consider amphibians and reptiles.

Recently I've come across some interesting science press:-

Regeneration of body parts.
Tadpoles and tails.
Tadpoles regrow tails.

and an interview with a Professor Michael Levin.

This man interested me.  He appears quite young, and has learnt so many things.  His original training was in computer science, artificial intelligence, engineering, robotics and complex adaptive systems making self repair .  He contemplates things such as:-

How does this happen in the living field?  What happens during embryo genesis?  How do things make shape, how is structure specified and controlled.  

He believes that micro genetics and control of shape are the fundamental questions of biology.  

If we can control of shape, we can control ageing.

To do this, we need to understand 3 dimensional pattern making in cells.  

However, I also propose that we need to understand 

multidimensional pattern making from the non physical bodies into the physical body.

This immediately causes me to ask:-  

"What about Spiritual Mathematics?"  

These are calculated according to Fibonacci principles, not binary.  Consequently I think this multidimensional aspect of regeneration is in activity before the binary, physical sequence kicks in.

To understand the building of the structural models, we have to understand how organisms are told to change their shape ... computers can help because they are able to work spatially with complex adaptive systems more easily than ourselves.  

We need to remember two things here.  

Computers need us to program them ... and  ... living creatures self repair instinctively.  

We are working with physical mind, and non physical mind.  

We just have to understand the interface.

To date the skill set for this kind of research is Mathematics, computer science skills specifically for biology, cell and molecular biology, bio engineering, micro genetics and most importantly, different way of seeing problems.  The skill set is multi-disciplinary work and multi-dimensional thinking.

Cells have good communication.  It is different to how we communicate.  Humans working in the scientific fields need to improve communication in these areas.  How can this be done?

I put forward the thought:-  

"If we are working in multidimensional areas, 

what is the stimulus to initiate regeneration first at the non physical level, then the physical?  

The answer that came to me was:-  

Solfeggio frequencies trigger non physical experiences.  

Some report that the 528 Herz frequency triggers healing.  

They even say it can give instructions to DNA.

Could the Solfeggio frequencies be the bio electrical codes to set off regeneration?

Around 1934 there was a controversial figure, Royal Raymond Rife.  His radionics work in relation to cancer changed scale patterning signals and in a number of cases cured the disease.  This worked around what signals do cells need to build normal cells rather than cancer cells.  Did RRR work out how to send the right signals to the damaged body to build normal cells?

What is the right signal?

 ...  Royal Raymond Rife.  

Check out this google search page, and see what you think.

In the meantime we come back to Michael Levin and how he sees the bio medical application for his work.  In the following video he explains his work and why he believes in it so much.  Also, what it can achieve for mankind.

More and more young people with very different ideas are coming to the fore in discovery of what is really going on in our world.

The old thinking is changing.  What is good will remain, hopefully, but what has been kept in place by blinkering vision to ensure the continuation of invalid thinking and outdated systems of status, will disappear very quickly.

I put forward many challenging concepts and ideas in Downloading Spirit.  

I've been amazed how many have suddenly come under scientific scrutiny, 

and how many are now being seen as the way of the future.

Regeneration of limbs is just one of those ideas.

Check out my book.  You can buy it online at  

Amphibian Humans and our cellular memory.

This post is the follow on from "What is a Soul Mate ..." which I posted on 

26th December, 2013.

Both these posts were thoughts that came to me after seeing the following image, 

which carried the C. S. Lewis quote ...

"Humans are amphibians - half spirit and half animal. As spirits they belong to the eternal world, but as animals they inhabit time." ...

In the post of 26/12  I wrote:

"Each time I look at it, it triggers feelings within that are very deep seated, a sense of flying back through time as each part of me evolved."   

Just as our Soul Mates overlay and inhabit us, 

so do the memories of our evolution as a species.  

Our lives on this planet inhabit us as cellular memories.  

These memories are in our DNA, they are in every cell in our body. 

They are a large part of our subconscious.  

They can be passed from generation to generation.

http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/health-25156510

This image made me realise that not only are we capable of meeting our Soul members, even though they're not physical,  we are also able to access the knowledge and energy of our ancestors. Not just our human ancestors, but every living being that has ever been on our planet.

Nothing physical dies, it is just recycled.  Nothing spiritual dies, it is just recycled.  

Consciousness stays and expands.  

As consciousness expands, our Universe expands.  

Everything is a thought bubble which expands and then bursts.  

Consciousness is forever blowing bubbles.

Are we going to "fade and die", or can we do something about the dilemmas of our world today.

I believe we can. 

We can access the consciousness that created our planet.  We can connect with the earth, the rocks, the plants, the animals, the ether and the water from which we came.

Whilst writing Downloading Spirit I was told that,

Memory is in the water.  

In the world we know, nothing can exist without water.  

Our body is 98% water.  

In our cells we hold the memory of everything that has ever been in our world. 

We are a living library collected over millions of years.  

This information is housed in each of us, in our body, 

our biological computer with water containing its memory.  

It is housed in our cellular memory.

There is a purpose to this I believe.

If we can make contact with our cellular memories, with our total being, 

we shall make contact with our planet, our mother Earth, our home.  

Then we can learn to look after our planet and care for this amazing place called Earth.  

If we can make contact with our Soul Members, we can make understand why we were created, and what we're here to do on this beautiful, blue place before we destroy it.

If we do these things, we can heal not only our selves but our planet Earth.

We cannot exist without our memories.  

Some of us are beginning to hear a voice inside calling us to care for our planet and her children.

We are waking to our responsibility as caretakers of this amazing planet.

Every time something is done to damage our world, shape shift into one of those affected.  

Shape shift into a coral reef, and know that if it is killed, our food from the sea will die.

When there is a fire, shape shift into one of the animals that have died, seen their homes destroyed. 

At last, many of us now understand, what happens to them, happens to us.

If we contaminate our water, we won't just contaminate and destroy our environment ... 

we'll die of thirst.

If you contemplate making money by destroying something living ... 

you are destroying yourself, and your children and your children's children.  

What is the point of money if our world is dead and we are gone?

Every animal that has ever lived is part of who we are.  We would not exist without them.  We would not be as intelligent and creative unless each of these amazing creations of spirit had evolved.  We had to evolve to the point we became human so that spirit could have an energetic being sufficiently evolved that it could be overlaid.  Only in this way could communication between physical and non physical beings happen.  Only this way could we communicate with and bring in the non physical beings and realities that gave rise to the physical.

It is time for us to learn how to access all worlds, to talk with the voices inside us constructively.

More and more articles like this, Voices inside us. are appearing in newspapers and health magazines.

How do we communicate with our voices inside?  

How do we access our past lives while alive today in a different body?  

How do we access every part of this world as it has been created and evolved?

First we need to walk through our fear of the unknown, 

to step from our 3D world into a multidimensional world.

I talk about this in Downloading Spirit.

You can get Downloading Spirit on

Imagine a world of peace.

The astrological aspects for this New Year are powerful and dramatic.  Only the next few days will tell how these energies will play out in our world and lives.

We cannot change the events of nature or other people, that may affect us... 

but we can choose how we shall react to these events.

If enough of us think positively, we can change our world for the better,

the group consciousness will reflect these thoughts.

This approach works not just for the New Year period, 

but throughout the entire year ...

throughout our entire life.

Let us change our way of thinking, 

let us think with love, not fear,

and change our world for the better.    

    

 Never forget what the Buddha said:-                                                            

  We are what we think.                                                                                                     All that we are arises with our thoughts.                                   With our thoughts, we make the world.

May peace come in our time

Peace on Earth, Good Will to All.

May we all have a life ...

with enough food and water,

with a shelter called home,

with health

and education.

Happy New Year.

Amphibian Humans and their Soul Mates.

Our Soul Mates ... 

what is a soul mate, where are they, how do we know who they are?

When I first saw this image, it immediately caught my attention.  Each time I look at it, it triggers feelings within that are very deep seated, a sense of flying back through time as each part of me evolved. 

The C. S. Lewis quote was used to describe this image ...

"Humans are amphibians - half spirit and half animal. 

As spirits they belong to the eternal world, 

but as animals they inhabit time." ...

So what is the 'half spirit' part of a human that C.S. Lewis talks about?   

The 'spirits' that 'belong to the eternal world, but as animals they inhabit time.' 

These spirits it seems, have to be in us.

How is this possible? 

My personal belief is that they overlay us, and this is how I think it's done.

In the diagram below you see the seven layers of the aura and their connections to their chakras.  The layers are grouped into three planes or worlds.  In scientific terms, our aura is our electro magnetic field (EMF).

Just as we have a spine (a channel with nerves, carrying messages telling our body how to function) running through our physical body, so there is a channel running through each layer of the aura. These channels run straight through the middle of our electro magnetic field.  As each layer of our EMF or aura, is embedded into each other, so these channels are embedded into each other.  These channels comprise the dipole of our EMF or aura.  Each layer and its dipole is the shape of a donut.

In Downloading Spirit I liken our total being to a Matryoshka Doll, that I call Babushka.

Once we understand how to communicate through this dipole the consciousness of every layer of our EMF will be able to talk with the consciousness of every other layer.  We'll be in conscious communication with our soul mates.

In DS, I created a diagram which shows a vertical cross section of a 3D model showing how our aura is constructed.

Each layer contains a conscious being.  Only the conscious being in our physical body can be seen.

That being has come to think of their self, as being who they are.  They have become consciously separated from the other non physical beings caught in the layers of their aura.  At first this was the only way 'spirit' could come in.  I believe that their consciousness is what forms our subconscious.

It is time to remember.

I think of these beings as our soul mates.  Our aura is the energetic capsule that contains our soul.

Each of these beings surrounding us is capable of influencing us.  They form aspects of our personality, and their archetypal energies shape and influence us, how we express ourself, what we do and experience.  The voices we hear and feelings we have, are often communication with our soul mates.

Each layer of our aura is composed of a vibrational frequency spectrum.  These vibrational influences can move from high to low or vice versa.  Just as we, the physical person has light and dark within us, so, too, do the members of our soul.  We all live in electro magnetic worlds.  All of us can be nice or nasty, but we can only find expression through the physical person who is not conscious of these other beings ...  yet.

When the conscious/subconscious relationship between our physical self and our non physical soul mates becomes dysfunctional, that is when some forms of mental illness manifest.                                                                                                      

Never forget that we are layers of frequency fields.  It is possible for the conscious beings in each layer to move through the layers and communicate with us ... and we can communicate with them.

 Information, creative ideas, warnings, gut feelings, fears, all come to us this way.






These are functions of the right side of our brain, it is not logical to the left side of our brain, which organises our expression of this information, how we deal with it. 

We have been developing the left side of our brain for the last 2,000-3,000 years.  It's time to connect the right and the left sides of our brain. Positive mental conversations with our selves are wonderful tools in choosing how we shall act. 

They also re-unite and unify our brain.  

They put us in touch with our soul and our source.     

Four things move energetically and magnetically, through us.  

The energy of the Sun, the Moon, the Planets and Music or Sound, 

the

Music of the Spheres.

Music and the lunar energy move through us at an emotional level
triggering memories and feelings which move up through our subconscious.
These come up from within through our cellular memory (more about this in my next blog).
The energies from the Sun and the Planets overlay us, moving into our human energy field.

Let us first consider how the Sun affects us.                                                                                           The magnetosphere of the Earth both shields us from the Sun's energetic eruptions, 

but it also allows a certain amount of the particles and energy to move into our world.

This photo shows the interaction of the Sun's energy field as it overlays the Earth's Magnetosphere.
I think the spider like Magnetosphere is what gave rise to the Myths about spiders -
especially the Indian  Spider Grandmother Myth

To see a video explaining how the Magnetosphere and its relationship with the Sun works, just click on this link ...    Mysteries of the Sun.

Just as the Sun influences us, so do the Planets.  We are all part of the same system, just as our physical body is a part of our EMF.  Members of the same system overlap and influence each other.

It is the science of Astrology that gives us the means to understand not only how the Sun and the planets magnetically imprint their archetypal energies on our EMF.  This enables us to access a guide to our personalities and our lives; a road map, if you like.

It doesn't tell us what will happen or what we will do, but rather the energetic probabilities of the situation or our behaviour.  This then enables us (if we are aware) to make the best choice as to what to do or how to respond.

The expression of the archetypal energy of our soul mates' personalities is conveyed to our personality through the magnetic imprint of the planets in our birthchart.  

It's sometimes a bit like we're the ventriloquist's dummy, at other times we're the ventriloquist.  However, most of us are oblivious to this.  It is time to become more aware.

The influence of the Moon is that of a reflective mirror.  I shall talk about this more in the next post.

Music plucks the strings of the soul.  It brings up memories of which we're not even conscious, even though a tear is rolling down our cheek.

Indeed these 'spirits' inhabit us, and so inhabit time.  We are Time Lords, as Dr. Who would say.

We are self conscious, but to become so, paid the price of losing touch with all we are.              

It is now the time to become soul conscious.  We don't have to be frightened, the self is fully  conscious of its being whilst embedded in the soul, as a drop of water is in the ocean.  Now we have the potential to consciously incorporate the one with the all.   Now, we have not only the potential to be whole, and know who we are ... we have the ability to make it happen ... if we are not frightened.

We are immortal ... not in a physical sense ... 

but

in the non physical universe of consciousness we are immortal and individual.

This is how consciousness, awareness, knowledge and the universe expand.

We don't inhabit one world.  We inhabit many worlds.  

We are multidimensional beings and it's time to remember who we are.

Metamorphosis happens not just in the insect world, or the amphibian world, 

but also in the human world.

The difference is that we're not looking to transition and staying alive in the physical world ...

We are looking to transition and stay alive in many worlds.

The key to these "modes of existence" is meeting our  soul mates,

the aspects of our self, and knowing we are one with them.  

We are one with everything.  

Tune in ... you'll like the music.

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Don't Worry Be Happy.

It's Christmas.
There are two blogs I said I would write next, but they will come after this one.

I think I need to get a blog where I just write what I feel is important in the moment ... 

and keep this for Downloading Spirit.  

While I get this organised, I still feel a need to write this blog.

The two I said will come next, will ... but after this.

Yes, it's Christmas.  

For me, a time of so many memories.

My Wedding Anniversary is Christmas Eve,
Christmas with our children and family, 

and then the day after was my husband's birthday.

He died when I was 45.  Long time ago now.

During the time he was dying,
one of my sons brought home this piece of music.

It created a very special moment.

Let us never forget ...

Life is a moment, a blink ... and it's gone.  

We're not gone, but the body we inhabit has.
It could not continue any more.

While we are here in this body, let us live our life to the full.  

Let us be happy.

It's time to understand just how important each of us is, 
what we are here to contribute.

A flower blooms ... what can be more beautiful ... a work of art.

A flower dies ... but ... every bloom contributes to the next blossom.  

Every bloom is the grounding for the next generation.

Every bloom has the potential to expand the consciousness of beauty and love.

Live your life to the full.  

Don't worry be happy.  

Find joy and love ... share these gifts throughout you life.  

As you expand and grow everything expands and grows.

Live, Love, Laugh, Learn.  

Not sure of the right order of these experiences.

 I have a sense they happen as we experience each of them.  

They overlay each other, as life overlays us.

May this be a special Christmas for each of us.  

One when more and more of us not only understand, 

but consciously act to spread 

Peace on Earth, and Good Will to All.

Nama Amida Butsu.