Spin.

This blog evolved from a discussion with my grandson when he was asking me questions about my book, Downloading Spirit.  Much that we spoke about centred on the world in which we live.  Living a good life and trying to  "Walk our talk".

We discussed my earlier blogs where I've talked about energy, vibrations, electro magnetic fields.  We considered Ahau and the ancestors.


It's not easy, and it's often confusing.  Not sure if I make it any easier when I explain a person's electro magnetic field, and how it works ... there are so many things to bring together.

An old song explains it pretty well ... "round like a circle in a spiral, like a wheel within a wheel ..."
These lyrics of "Windmills of your Mind" -  explains the mechanics pretty well.  It works on spin.

To complicate things further, we spin not only around our central core, but anchored on our planet, we spin around our Sun, our Solar System, our Galaxy and our Universe.

This kind of spin is a  self perpetuating energy which keeps everything going eternally.

There'll be more on this in future blogs.

Where is this spin all going?  Am I, as my grandson said: "Queen Waffle" or am I putting something forward that is taking us somewhere?  Am I bringing a better understanding of who we are and how we relate to and function in our world?

I'm trying to take us somewhere.  Somewhere some of us may not want to go.
I'm trying to open people's thinking to a new mindset as our world spins into a new age.
This change in our way of thinking is inevitable.

I'm on my way, full of excitement and wonder, like Alice in Wonderland.  But we can't go there together unless you want to come along.  Understanding what is happening and having a clearer idea of the systems involved makes the transition easier.

Our world is changing.  We live in one of the most exciting and amazing times that has ever been.  What's more we are conscious of it.  Some of us are conscious of our consciousness evolving.  We're not going to ascend into the ether and disappear to who knows where, as some "New Age" thinkers seem to believe.  No, we're going to stay here, anchored firmly onto this beautiful planet Earth, and learn to consciously create what we think.

In 2012 our lives here on Earth will not cease.  Our world will not end.  People will not cease to exist.  But the structure that keeps our present world running will change.  It is already changing.  The way people think will be forever different.

Time will tell if I'm right or not, but I believe our political, religious, economic and social structures will undergo radical change.  I believe the power structure, currently in the midst of change, will be completely different.  The way we live will be simpler.  At the same time, progressively, all of us shall have more of what we truly need.  There is nothing to fear, but we do need to change and adapt.

Our world has to change in order to effectively deal with all the issues that this young lady raised when she addressed the UN in 2008 and briefly made the world think.

As she said, those who are our leaders should set the example when they ask us to behave according to the highest standards.  Yet, hypocritically, many do not act as they speak.

They do not walk their talk.  

Everywhere, people are now speaking out.  Dictators are falling.  The people of the Middle East and North Africa are clamouring for democracy.  The Euro and the Eurozone are under threat.  In the USA and other countries, people are occupying Wall Street to protest on the injustices of the economic structure and the greed of the banks and financial institutions.  The Earth is protesting with natural disasters.

Change is already happening.  Our world is spinning into a new reality.

We want a world with no poverty.  A world where everyone is free, has a home, enough food, education and work.  A world where each person can fulfill their reason for being, and shine their light, living with no frustration or suppression.

When this happens, there is no need for envy, greed, war; no need for the injustices and wrongs that plague our world today.  There is no need for any more fear.

Walk through your fear with me.  

Understand how amazing we all are.  

Walk your talk and create your dream.

Only if each of us does  this, only if  we walk our talk and speak our truth can we create a better world. 

Ancestors - Self - Children & Descendants.

Our ancestors are here with us now - we have our memories and our family tree.

They are in us, in our DNA and our cellular memory.

But let's consider - are our descendants here with us now?  

If we can do past life regressions, can we do future life progressions?

Can we create our future as we can heal our past.  We can't change our past, but we can heal it.

As we have memories, so we have dreams.  It is in the dreamtime that we can access both past and future.

We can learn from our past.  Improve and advance our world.  We can dream of a better place.  We can create in the now.  It is these creations that we bring in that teach our children to move beyond us.  

We create what we think, what we love.  That which is a higher good for everyone.

"Do not hide your light under a bushel."  So taught the man Jesus.  "Shine your light"

Each human being has their own unique, personal light within.  Only if each light shines can we achieve the full potential of our world.  Only by doing this can each person become multidimensional and timeless.

We are all a part of this ball of light, our Universe, our Matrix.  

We are all One being.  

We all emanate from the Source within.  

We are all aspects of the Source, or if you like, God.  

A shining glowing facet of an extraordinary consciousness, which gives birth to all that is.  

As the ball turns, we witness different scenarios.

Is this time, or energy moving?  

There'll be more on this in future blogs.

I believe our non physical consciousness projects our thoughts into a physical dimension creating a movie in an illusion of time.

So, how does this work?

I think it works like this.

So if one dimension can move into another like that ... can thought create our reality ... I think so.

We really do have to learn how to consciously think.   

What do you think?  

Walking the Talk.

I'm very tired today.  It's on days like this I realise my age, even though I am eternal.  It's often in this state that Spirit comes to visit.

Amazing things and wonderful things have been happening for me.  As they have occurred, I have remembered times of challenge when I have been accused of not walking my talk.

Time for pause and self examination.

Question:  "Do I walk my talk?"

Answer:  "I try" ... but I am human and so often I fail.

My son asks:  "Why does God create life and cause so much pain?"

"So we can learn ... " I answer.

"That's not right."  he answers.  "God's supposed to be perfect."

I answer:  "How can Spirit learn to do things better, unless we learn to do things better?
Remember, we are One.

As we learn, God learns, for we are the self conscious aspects of God here to do a job."

Pain cannot exist unless we feel it.
Love cannot exist, unless we feel it.

Is the enjoyment of love and beauty, and pain, worth being aware?

I think so.

"Do I walk my talk?"

"I try" 

St. Peter, or whoever, will inform me when I cross.

In the meantime,  I hold true to the conclusion I have reached ...

Destruction and creation are part of the one world of being.
We are the light and the dark.
We choose to be here ...

Is the glass half full or half empty?

Do I walk my talk?      ...

I try so hard, but I do get exhausted.

Am I a perfect human being ... oh shit ... no.
Am I grounded ... oh shit ... yes.

What does it feel like when the lightning strikes?  

You tell me ... Feel it ... let me know.

I remember  a book by Kazanstakis (he wrote Zorba the Greek), called Report to Greco.  It was published as a autobiographical novel.  The first chapter of Report to Greco is named "Ancestors".

In the Author's introduction before the prologue he listed:-

Three Kinds of Souls, three prayers:


1)  I am a bow in your hands, Lord.  Draw me, lest I rot.


2) Do not overdraw me, Lord.  I shall break.


3) Overdraw me, Lord, and who cares if I break!"


"Do I walk my talk? ..."

I know the kind of soul I am.
I know why I'm here.
Each day I wake I ask to fulfill my reason for being here.

I love life so passionately, even though I'm an eternal being in a finite body.

RED ALERT HERE :


May love permeate our world.
May we stop judging, hurting, killing ... whatever ... each other.




If we are truly meant to be the guardians of this planet, our Mother ...

We need to wake up.

  

Above 2 photos taken in Bonsai Garden at Bonnie Doon created by Pol Cruz.      

Pottery by Pol Cruz.

Creating life is challenging.  Doing it self consciously, is how God teaches us to be God.

My mother taught me:  "You burn your bum, you sit on your blisters."
My mother's name was Molly.  Molly was pretty extraordinary.
One of my ancestors.  Our ancestors are our soul.

It's time to wake up.

The reason we are here is so much greater than the level most of us have understood.

Our ancestors are here with us now as they were then.

They teach us.

Let us listen to our Ancestors.

Ahau and the Ancestors. Just the beginning ...

It's time for us to meet Ahau.  Ahau is a non physical, group consciousness that surrounds us.  Ahau is our Ancestors.  

We don't have to be Mayan, American Indian, Aboriginal or Maori to have this ability to connect with the Ancestors.  We can just be ordinary, 21st century anybodies.

The Ancestors are in us.  They are in our DNA. They move through us and around us.  They make up and regenerate our being.

We stand on the shoulders of those who have been before us and we inherit the good and bad of them all.

Also in us is light.  This light is in our DNA, continually healing and recreating us.  We cannot exist without this.  DNA electrically sends light, carrying information, pulsing throughout our body.

This light splits into shards of iridescent colour.  These Rays of light bring in the frequencies that create who we are in this world of illusion and vibration.  It constantly renews us.

This light that is in us is consciousness, the awareness that we are.  This light is our life force, our source of love.  This is in every living thing, not just humans.  This is not physical.

This accumulated light holds the consciousness of who we have ever been and are being.

Our ancestors are within us.  They are the  habits and peculiarities we have inherited from our parents, and forbears, and the behaviours we have inherited genetically and acquired through the conditioning of our parents.  This is held in our DNA, perpetuated through family; our love and desire to have children.  

Our bodies are the vehicles to carry this knowledge.

It is in our cellular structure, shaping us …

It is our language expressing who we are.  Our songs, our dance, our myths ... 

It flows through our being.

The archetypal energies that come in to us at birth, bring in the lessons of those who have been before.  We have been shaped by them as we grew and criticised our parents.  Shaped by them as we decided we wished to be different.  These learnings are within us.

As we age, suddenly we find a habit has developed.  A habit our parents had which used to annoy us.

We look in the mirror, and our body is aging just as our parents aged.

In the blink of an eye, I understand tolerance, if for no other reason than I have to live with myself.  I have to live with the accumulation of the energy of my ancestors.  To be at peace, I have to harmonise it with what I have learned.  To be at peace, I have to forgive, first myself, then everyone else.  This is the first step to healing ourselves and our world.

Just living causes us to make mistakes, but it also causes us to learn.

Living in this world is to attend one of the highest universities for conscious spirit to learn, progress and evolve.  Every human being is an honours student in this university.  When we die we graduate.

I stop and realise just what my parents did for me ... even if it was only giving me life ... nothing else.  Wow, what a gift.  And there was so much more ... thank you.  

The negative things they gave me; their pain and forced conditioning, abuse, helped me to choose to make a better life.  

The positive things they passed to me, gave me the strength, ability, intelligence, feeling and desire to achieve this better life.

My son is tracing our family on Ancestry.com

He's discovered, that one of my grandfathers was killed in Belgium at the Battle of Ypres in 1917.  His grandfather was sent to Australia on the 2nd Fleet as a convict.  He then found himself on Norfolk Island.  He was a ringleader in a revolt, and was sent to Port Arthur in Tasmania where he met his wife, a convict who'd stolen some food.  Her mother had died in the Potato Famine in Ireland.

Now this is where it gets a little bit weird.

About 45 years ago I was in Donegal, Ireland, with my husband.  I don't know why we chose to go there, but we did.  After our breakfast, we went out to explore the beautiful place we were visiting.

I said: "I'm going to be very strange today ... "  He looked at me and smiled.  I had no idea why.  I don’t think he did either.  Maybe I was always a bit strange, a bit "faie" as they say in the old country. 

As we walked I knew where we were.  I knew what was over the hill.  I knew who’d lived in that whitewashed cottage.  I knew this place from within me, from the depths of my soul.  We walked together, holding hands, I was one with this land which was mine previously.  Briefly both my husband and I were one with ourselves and all that is.  Was it orgasmic, astral, blissful, ethereal … do the adjectives matter?  It happened.  In both lives, it happened.

Twenty five years later, there was another time in my life, a point of great humility and challenge when I needed to understand something.  I’d retreated to a place called Patonga.  Much of my time here was spent in meditation and contemplation.  One day, I went within and had a strange revelation.  I remembered that I had died in the Potato Famine.  I saw someone running along a beach in Donegal.  I didn’t see where they went, I only knew I’d died.

Four other people with me in this life, were with me then, in the potato famine.  My husband, my son, my mother and one other.  The one other, he died, drowned in a shipwreck, as I died in the potato famine.

I've experienced this type of "Deja Vu" as it's called three times in my life.

Each time, I have been one with my Ancestors.  Each time I have solved a present day dilemma.

Our ancestors are part of a group consciousness which surrounds us.  We can tap into it whenever we choose.  These are the beings who shape us.  

I give them thanks and honour them.  I burn white sage for Ahau.

Kinich Ahau - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Where to from here?

I've been wondering "Where do I go from here?"  I'm wanting to create an interest in my book.  I'm wanting to communicate, to share my passion.  Sometimes I think I would be best to just self publish, get it out there.  But there are, at least, another three books waiting in the wings.  If I have a publisher, then I can just concentrate on my writing.  That would make my life so much simpler.  I would just be a writer.
BUT ... two day's ago came my first refusal.  This causes so much doubt, angst,  a kind of stabbing feeling.  Yet still the belief in the work holds true.  Then I think again why don't I just self publish ... get it out there.

Somewhere inside I hear (in modern jargon, just to show that a Granny can be trendy):  'Chill, Dude.  Yo'all trust yo'self.  Dis book is good.  Listen to de words from you':

"Walk through your fear.  Love conquers all."


Who is this archetypal rapper talking to me?

Guess I've just got to be patient.  The time will come when I know it's right to press the self publish button.

In the meantime, I head off to Malaysia in 13 day's time.  It's time out for personal stuff, and while I'm over there, I'll finish Book Two, Gaia and Galacta.  It is written except for three chapters.  I'm focussing on this and learning how to be more effective with this blogging and networking in the meantime.  I'm planning on keeping a commentary going whilst I'm away.

Resting place for the Ancestors.

On a previous visit to Malaysia I visited this Taoist temple in Melaka.  I was fascinated and impressed with the reverence that families showed to their ancestors.


One of the spirits who came through in the channelling of Downloading Spirit was Ahau.  I found out as I did the research for the book that Ahau was the ancient Mayan word for Ancestor.  I'll talk about Ahau and the Ancestors in the upcoming blogs.



So far, I've had many more replies than I'd expected.  But they've come to Facebook or my own email.
It would mean so much to me if people could comment on the blog.  Thanks to Leigh, who's helping me to find my way around managing this "Aquarian Age communication" I've got that side of things working now.  All you have to do is click on 'comment' and post.  I shall do my best to always answer.


The many comments I've received have come from people I grew up with, whom I met on my journey through life. One happened without me even sending a friend request and suddenly, someone I first met in the early nineties re-appeared.  I still don't know how it occurred.  I'm mystified.  Indeed the synchronicities of the last week or so have been extraordinary and wonderful.

I'd like to put forward some thoughts on some of the things happening in our world today.  I'll not be pushing a point of view or a belief structure, just asking questions, hoping to open discussion and raise awareness, to open up our thinking.  Sometimes the way I do this is challenging, but I'm a catalyst who likes to tease people into asking 'why'.  The only problem is that doing this is a bit like walking a tightrope.  Not sure if it's time to dare this much as yet.  What do you think?