Life.

So often in life we realise we have to let go of what has been so that we might become ...

For the last 3 years my life has been in a spin.  

A vortex of finalisation of a project, and the preparation for the next stage.  

A vortex of letting go that which is not important to my life, of freeing whatever needs to be freed and even that which  doesn't wish to be freed, whether it be yourself, or whatever.

It has been a time of living in "the eye of the storm". 

In this place we begin to understand that:

At each stage in our growth, before we reach the moment of belief and commitment, 

we have to journey through our stormy emotional and mental processing.  

That is a personal journey.

Only one person can do this ... yourself.

This doesn't stop, whatever age you reach.

Many young people think that once you reach a certain age, or stage, you've made it.  

That's when they usually start asking ... "What's it all about?"

That's when it's time to discover ...

I've gone through some of those stages.

Last week I talked a little of this in the blog I called Milestones.

I have found that my last two decades of life have encompassed 

the most consciously aware growing I have ever experienced.

I find as your awareness and consciousness of this growing increases, so does your pain.  

For you see the things you've done well ... not so well ... and ...

you realise that the "not so wells", are you greatest teachers.  

So often we have to thank most what we like least about ourselves.  

I learn most when I am least successful.

That hurts because I seriously need to do the very best I can. 

 Each time my ego, my Self, is confronted ... never destroyed ... but expanded to my Soul level.

This journey is still evolving, and will continue for some time yet.

For the last eighteen months or so, I have been distracted from my purpose, 

to undertake journeys, 

both internal and external, to prepare me for my next stage.  

It has been a time of travel and change enabling me to resolve and clarify many issues from the past with people, family, my animals, particularly with my horses, my teachers.  

This has been necessary to establish boundaries, to learn to say "No", and yet, ironically, 

enable a greater merging with all that is.  

To begin to understand even more the extraordinary will to live and love.

This next stage involves many decisions.  

The moment of these decisions is at hand ... and what a relief.

This space I have been inhabiting is not an easy place to be.

Now I can get on with living, and embarking on the final stages of my life's journey, 

of fulfilling my purpose.

I just needed to understand (yet again) what I was living for.

So often we do not understand until we come close to the final stages - 

and every stage brings such a moment.  

It is the moments in between the knowing that are so painful.   

How often do we think life is too painful.  How often do we wish it would release us.  

Yet we forget we never die.  

We need to remember we are here to live our life to the full ... and ... enjoy it.

Yes, we are meant to enjoy life.

Myself, I wish finish this life incorporating and fulfilling all that I have learned.  

May I pass on these things to anyone who will gain benefit from my experiences.

I gives thanks for my life, and do everything I can to conclude it so that its reason for being is fulfilled.

I have no idea how much time is left ... but I shall live it with less fear, greater joy, and dedication to fulfilling my own truth, and walking my talk, than ever before.

When I was 50, I leapt off the 33rd floor consciously knowing what I was doing.  

Actually, I did this the day I was born ... just like this young chick when it was time to fly ... 

but did I know ... or did I have to go through my life to reach the point where I could remember?

OMG - here I go again.

I love it.

I love life.

We do live forever - we're just beginning to understand this in this life.

We just don't stay in this form.

We are the shape shifters of being

and ONE with ALL that is.

Milestones.

At 6.00 am tomorrow morning I shall officially be 70 years of age.

Three score years and ten.

According to the Bible ... I have lived a full life. 

What do you say?

it's time to die ... to throw in the towel.

No ... I still have a lot to do.

I have at least another two books to write.

At this moment I remember Jessica ... 

I included this video in one of my first blogs ...

You guessed it ... she reminded me of me as a child.

I still feel young and vibrant ... 

even though my body is different ... I have a different perspective ... 

a broader view of life ... 

but ... 

I'm seriously alive.

This joy of life will never be diminished ... no matter how much I ... hurt ... suffer.  

I love life.

I still feel like Jessica feels.

Whether I'm in this body ... which I look at every morning in the mirror ... 

with its wrinkles.

It's a really beautiful, very highly valued ...  exceptional vintage car ... 

that has carried me through so much.

No longer beautiful ... 

once I was ...

No longer physically able to do all I used to do ...

That's not important.

Whether I have this body or not ... I shall always be alive.  

I AM.

I shall always be vibrant and full of life ... loving being ...

even the day I die ... 

for I shall continue to be.

Wherever I go from here I do my human (my animal's) best to go with love.

My animal, to whom I shall always be so grateful for physical life, is not perfect.

It, she, I, have been shaped by genetics ... inherited ... conditioned behaviour ... 

shaped by all that my parents, and their parents inherited ... 

shaped by my experiences ... shaped by my parents and loved ones experiences ...

both good and bad ... in my life of learning.

As the Bible said ... "the sins of the fathers" ... are visited on us ...

BUT ...

let us also remember the beauty, the joy, the positive achievements that our forebears ... 

and we ... 

have achieved ...

Let us aim to put the "sins of our fathers" behind us.

Let us not dwell on the negative, instead acknowledge and 

retain all the good that has been done.

Let us consider where this prehistoric, stone age homo ... 

who became home sapiens ... who became homo sapiens sapiens ... 

has brought our species ... and our world.

It's amazing.

However, some of it is horrible ... not good. 

Our Mother Earth is screaming at us now ... to wake up, to change.

In the past we have always risen to the occasion.

WE CAN DO IT AGAIN.

Let us aim to put the "sins of our fathers" behind us.

Let us put our negative animal instincts behind us.

BUT  ... Let us keep our positive animal instincts.

May LOVE ... UNCONDITIONAL LOVE ... enter and

 take over our extraordinary animal being ...

May our SELF conscious human become 

SOUL conscious and 

fulfill our destiny not just as an animal species

but as a SPIRITUAL being.  

Let us awaken to the fact that we are not separated from God ... 

we are One with God.

Let us become fully conscious ... love our Mother the Earth, care for her.

It is time to awaken to the fact that we are ONE with EVERYTHING.

This is my wish on the eve of my 70th birthday.

Nama Amida Butsu.

I love life.

Live - Learn - Laugh - Love.

New York Radio Interview.

Trying to contact someone in the US regarding my book led to a very fortunate and synchronistic request by Nancy du Tertre to interview me on her New York Radio Show.

Nancy is the author of a book called "Psychic Intuition" which asks the questions:-

Is there a scientific explanation for how psychic ability works?

Our discussion and interview on her radio show was interesting and different.

To hear the interview click on the following link ...

Interview with Nancy du Tertre.

As always ... any feedback is gratefully received ... as are any comments.

Help me build on the new ... we are here to change our world ... and make it a better place.

Do, or do not. There is no try.

Can we succeed, or will we fail?

The question that haunts us in this world.

To succeed ... can we?  Dare we?

May the Force be with you ... and with us all.

Our world is changing.

We must go with the change and change ourselves ...

or be left behind.

I believe in us ... in human beings ... we are aspects of consciousness and light.

Words that realistically, in our world today, convey that which we have come to know as God,

Spirit.

We are light filled aspects of this extraordinary BEING of totality,

which gives rise to our awareness, and our ability to learn, grow, and expand our

Source.

To never die ... because once conscious, self conscious, and soul conscious ...

we are self perpetuating aspects of an expanding Universe, 

an ever expanding Source of Spirit, light and love.

We are one with all that is.

Once we know this ...

believe this ...

Once we act and create with love as our motivation,

we can only succeed.

Know yourself ... believe in yourself ... 

and your light will shine.

You will fulfill your reason for being here this time.

Nama Amida Butsu.

The Latest News ...

I'd started to write two posts for my blog, and each time been distracted and left them unfinished.  For whatever reason ... I didn't get back to them.

In between these times in my attempts to contact Eben Alexander, MD, Neurosurgeon and author of Proof of Heaven: A Neurosurgeon's Journey into the Afterlife, I contacted Nancy du Tertre.  She calls herself the Sceptical Psychic.  Nancy believes that we are all psychic ... and ...
I agree with her.

Check out her website ...

Nancy du Tertre, the Sceptical Psychic

After we spoke, Nancy asked me to send her a copy of Downloading Spirit ... she was interested to read it.  A week or two later she contacted me and asked if I'd be interested in doing an interview with her on her New York Radio Show ... 

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Needless to say, I jumped at the chance.

The interview goes to air on 

Friday, 10th May, 2013 between 8-9 EST ...  US time.

Once it's gone to air, I'll be able to
upload the podcast onto my blog, Downloading Spirit, and my website.

Synchronicity is an amazing thing. 

I invite you to listen once I've uploaded the interview.  

It covers some interesting and diverse subjects.  

I hope you enjoy, and who knows, maybe you'll log on to

take a leap of faith, and buy

Downloading Spirit

by ... Yours Truly ...

Janet Baljeu.

Our Brain(s)

If we have 12 strand DNA, if we are the central electro magnetic field within a matrix of 7 electro magnetic fields each functioning in a different frequency range, then surely we also have a brain in each of these fields as well as our physical brain in our physical field.

So if they exist ... how do they work?

Are brains just a processing electro magnetic mechanism to facilitate information received and understood at one level to the next level?

I think that's a possibility.

So, if we are going to be more than the thoughts and emotions where do we go to find the awareness level behind them?

Do we have to move from level to level?

I believe so.

So we receive information about our thoughts and emotions from those levels.  Then we have to send it out to the awareness level, then we have to receive the return transmission to enable us to act effectively and positively with the highest intent on this processed information.

This entails information input being processed in through 3 layers of our electro magnetic field and then returned with the interpretation.

That's a pretty amazing piece of computing.

As we progress, there's still more to do.

At the physical level, we're still trying to finish building the bridge(s) between our left and right brains, in our physical brain.  

Consequently, we don't always get it right.

In view of the above statement by the person containing one of the greatest brains humanity has ever known, the process of our evolution into multidimensional beings at this time in history is critical to the survival of our species.

Constantly we deal with this dilemma.  

What are you prepared to see?

Even more to the point, if you can see it ... are you prepared to process how to deal with it?  

You have to learn to work with your brain(s) ... your have to meet the unknown,

Understand it, process it, then deal with it.

This is challenging.

Is this another form of Darth Vader, 

or is it a surrealistic interpretation of all 

we have to experience to deal with the information we are now receiving?

We  know we are an electro magnetic field of seven layers.

This field encompasses both positive and negative archetypal energies.

To make the transition to our brave new worlds,

we have to be able to understand how all our brains work ... in every layer.

We have to be able to process both positive and negative information at all levels,

and

find the balance ... 

as Buddha said, the middle road.

Our inner eye must be single ... as Jesus said.

A human being is extraordinary.  

At this point in time, we only know of one being created at this level.

I believe we shall soon meet more beings ...  different, perhaps more advanced than ourselves ... 

They will probably look different ... but ... light will shine out of them.

We always meet what we seek, and it always holds both light and dark.

Our brain just needs to understand that it is the dark which enables us not only to learn,

but to hold stable and earth what we learn.

Our brains need to unite with our hearts ... 

in love

so we can walk through our fear ... of whatever ...

Doing this requires learning, practise, skill, patience, time, pain 

... but ...

how great is the reward.

Let us walk through our fear ...

Let us understand just who we are ...

Let us love our world ...

It is so beautiful.

Let us learn to fully use our brains.

We are on a journey to discover just exactly what a human being is.

Open your mind,

Activate your brains,

Communicate with your total self ...

and ...

walk through your fears.

We are amazing ... we have the universe inside of us.

Let us walk through our fears,

unite our head and our heart,

love,

and do what we've come here to do.

DNA - our link to infinity.

Recently, what was for me a confirming and amazing piece of news was reported by the BBC. 

Cambridge University scientists, led by Professor Shankar Balasubramanian, The Herchel Smith Professor of Medicinal Chemistry, stated that they have seen 
four-stranded DNA at work in human cells for the first time.

http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/science-environment-21091066

In Downloading Spirit I talk about 12 strand DNA.  This is a concept that "New Age" people have been talking about for a long time ... BUT ... no one ever came up with any thought, theory or attempt at scientific explanation of this "woo woo" concept.  At least, not to my knowledge.

Nonetheless, there was something about this concept that had a ring of truth for me.

One of the chapters in Downloading Spirit is about DNA.  As always, I did as Mischka suggested and extrapolated.  

Where my extrapolation took my imagination was extraordinary, but it ended with my being firmly convinced there is such a thing as 12 strand DNA.

That a Cambridge Professor has come up with evidence of 4 Strand DNA,

BBC Photo from Prof. Balasubramanian and his team.

convinces me even more that my extrapolation is correct.  

This is just the first step.

Even if you only buy the e-book from Amazon, please check out the chapter I've written on DNA.

I've even come up with a suggestion as to how it can be discovered and proven to exist.

Am I off with the fairies ... maybe ... but my gut tells me I am right.  

Really it's not me that's right, it is the Source information which Spirit DOWNLOADED.

I'm just the receiver and the messenger.

                          Please, go to

                                         

 buy Downloading Spirit, and check out Chapter 9 on DNA.

Congratulations Professor Balasubramanian. 

We live in amazing times ... challenging ... 

but ... how grateful I am to be here.