Sunday, December 30, 2012

I wonder ...


How often have we thought we've understood something only to realise later that we hadn't understood at all.

This has happened to me many times in my life.

As we grow and learn our understanding and consciousness expands.

How often have we looked at images, like the multi faced Buddha below, and thought they were just idols from earlier cultures.

Multi headed, armed and legged gods abound in eastern religions.










Temple at Mt. Emei, China.

Adrian Baljeu
















Brahma - the divine Creator.

            Chart of Hindu Gods & Goddesses | UsefulCharts.com









  


Parvati - the divine Mother.

Chart of Hindu Gods & Goddesses | UsefulCharts.com











Krishna 

Gods and Goddesses of Ancient India - Crystalinks





In Genesis the Bible, talks of Joseph and his "coat of many colours".

Could it be that these multi ... God ... images,  were aspects of ourselves?

Were they members of some ancient being's soul moving through their electro magnetic field to communicate with them?

As I questioned in my last blog ...

"Did beings of higher consciousness move in from their reality to ours, and overlay a receptive early human being's electro magnetic field and communicate the information to them in a way that they could pass it on to their fellow human beings?"  ...

Since those times we have evolved and developed to the point where we now understand that there are physical and non physical realities.

Could these images be depicting the non physical parts of ourselves ... ?

I wonder ...

Moses was asked when he came down from the mountain with the Ten Commandments ...

"Who were you talking with?"

He replied ... "YHWH"

This translates "I am".

Was he talking with himself?  Did he understand what these sculptures and images from Eastern religions were visually showing to early man.

Joseph was in Egypt with his Coat of Many Colours.

Did he understand he was an electro magnetic field of varying frequencies and colours?
Did he know we are surrounded by non physical realities that are inhabited by conscious beings?
Did he visit these non physical realities when he had his dreams?

Have these images and stories from our mythologies come down to us through the ages, in our spiritual history, until scientific knowledge advanced to the point where we could prove these things.

When we moved officially from the age of Pisces into the new age of Aquarius on the 21st December, 2012, it was not the end of the world, but the world as we knew it.

It was the formal acknowledgement of an expansion of our consciousness?

Our world was never going to end on that date, but it has changed forever.  While many may not realise it ... we have changed forever.

How fast our world changes for the better is up to us.

On Dec 26th I posted on Facebook Janet Baljeu a movie length video from Youtube which talks about "A World of Love" coming.




Let's all work toward this everywhere in the world.

As we approach the entry into 2013, the first year of the World of Love,
I wish everyone everywhere ...

Peace on Earth, Good Will to all ...

It's time to change our world
Let us walk through any fear that may be known to us or buried deep within us ...
It is time to be free and know who we are.








Wednesday, December 19, 2012

Ancient Teachings - Taoism.


In my last blog, I wrote that my next series of blogs would be about the following subjects:-
the Ancient Teachings and their links with modern science, quantum physics, astronomy and astrology, DNA, genetics, conception, the history of our species and world, psychology, consciousness, dimensions, realities ... and ... I'll probably discover more as I go.  I find the more I explore something, and then extrapolate about it ... the more I learn and understand.

I'll start this with this blog which will consider Taoism (one of the major ancient teachings).  I'll also include a little of what I've written on this subject in Downloading Spirit.

As a quick aside ... it is interesting to note that every major culture around 4,000 years ago produced a great teacher.  Then around 2,000 years ago, came another great teacher.  It is fascinating that they all seemed to appear at an approximately similar time.  There'll probably be a future blog on them, and comparison of their similarities.

For the moment, let's consider Taoism.

Oral tradition maintains that Taoism came from the Kunlun Mountains of northern Tibet to China between 4,000-5,000 years ago. Taoism is associated with three prominent texts: the 4,000-year-old I Ching or Book of Changes; the writings of Chuang Tzu; and the Tao Te Ching, the second most translated book in the world, composed 2,500 years ago by Lao Tse.
The symbol by which it is immediately recognised is:-


This is a two dimensional visualisation of spin, involution and evolution.  If you move your mouse with the picture below you will see the Tao in motion.



This is how everything in every reality moves into and out of that reality.  This shows the motion of the Tao and how everything works.  This is what you would see if you could look down or up through the central hole.  Each matrix of spin is an electro magnetic field.

If you depict the original two dimensional image as a multidimensional image, it will look like this image below.

Click 中国道教协会  and you will see an image at the top of the page with a Tao surrounded by the I Ching hexagrams.  They have animated it, and the hexagrams move round a moving Tao.  It is another way of depicting what I have shown here.






As it spins, the energies from the higher or lower frequencies spin around the centre. When it spins to the point that the central tunnel is aligned, then it is possible for the surrounding energies to move through affecting each other and allowing easy movement from one reality to another.  Easy movement through also occurs when the spin reaches a point of 45° allowing an easy slide into and out of different realities.

If you look at this vertical, skeletal cross section of the Tao in multidimensional format, you see a series of donut-like fields encased within a matrix and moving in from higher to lower frequency ranges.  This is how a human being and everything in our reality is made "real" so that we can see our amazing world, which is in fact, a virtual reality.



In this diagram (taken from Downloading Spirit) I've used the emerging series of stick figures to show the different consciousness beings found in each layer of the electromagnetic field that surrounds the human being who exists at the centre of this Tao energy swirl.  The matrix of this field contains the members of our Soul, each at a different frequency level layered around our physical frequency level.  I've called this diagram Tao Angels.  It is possible for each of the different layers to communicate with the layers below or above. These communications are sometimes conscious within us, sometimes unconscious.

If we can learn to focus our attention we can become more aware.





Early prehistoric man was not capable of such advanced thinking.  Yet somehow the knowledge came through to us.

Whoever gave this information to early, prehistoric man, had to be an highly advanced consciousness being.  

Were we invaded by beings from outer space who became our teachers and Gods? 

or 

Did beings of higher consciousness move in from their reality to ours, and overlay a receptive early human being's electro magnetic field and communicate the information to them in a way that they could pass it on to their fellow human beings?

Did this happen as the Bicameral Mind became Self Conscious Mind in early human beings?

Is this what happened to Chuang Tzu and Lao Tzu?

Is this what happened to Abraham and Moses?

I wonder ...






Thursday, November 29, 2012

Is Downloading Spirit only about hearing voices?

Now that the excitement of the presentation is behind let's return to Downloading Spirit itself and focus on the above question ...

Is Downloading Spirit only about hearing voices?

Hearing voices is a part of what's behind consciousness, not all of it.

As you know from two earlier blogs "Who are we?" published on the 6/10/2012 and "A Little about Downloading Spirit" published a year earlier on the 29/10/2011,

it's one of the many interconnected aspects that create consciousness in a human being.

So what is the complete picture of what goes on behind consciousness ... what enables us to be aware?









        "... come, this is the way."    Rumi.






The key subjects I was told to focus on were DNA, genetics, consciousness levels, dimensions and their realities.

Not only this vast area of scientific and spiritual realities, but Spirit also wanted me to explain
"... the essence, the history and how it all happens. 
What energises it.  
How it works and how it just keeps working, 
this mechanism for being which works for everything, absolutely everything."

That's not asking a lot, is it?

I mean we’re only talking about quantum physics, astronomy and astrology, DNA, genetics, conception, the history of our species and world, psychology, consciousness, dimensions, realities ... and ...

This may help you to understand why, from 2005 to 2010, I was in overload, trying to organise my research, my writing, the structure the book would take.
The challenges I faced were enormous.

The first draft was nearly 600 pages.
After somewhere between 12 to 15 rewrites ... I lost count ... I finally got the book down to 133 pages ... that's without the endnotes, index etc.

Considering I'd been told in the beginning to ...

“Extrapolate ...”  I felt quite pleased with myself having reduced 600 pages to 133 pages.

So how did I ... "Tie the threads and information together.”

With great difficulty, endurance and tenacity, and probably a touch of madness ...







         but I found that ...







Let's take the cues I took from my presentation last week and deal with each aspect - one at a time.

In my next series of blogs I'll write on the following subjects:-

the Ancient Teachings and their links with modern science, quantum physics, astronomy and astrology, DNA, genetics, conception, the history of our species and world, psychology, consciousness, dimensions, realities ... and ... ?

Until next time and the Ancient Teachings,

you might like to watch this video ...




















Saturday, November 24, 2012

From Little Things Big Things Grow ...













Marketing and promoting a self published book can be a challenge, but it also brings a lot of joy.  I've learnt so much in doing this.
As you know from my last blog I had a book launch and presentation at the Lotus Health and Wellbeing Centre in Wollongong last Friday evening.


My presentation, which covered the how and why Downloading Spirit came about, where and when it happened, and what it's purpose is, was well received.

People present were keen to hear about the book and what is behind consciousness.                    

There were lots of questions and everyone was  interested and supportive of the book.  A number of copies of Downloading Spirit were sold and signed.

So many things in life start off in a small way, and then steadily grow ... particularly things that are trying to bring about change and improve our way of living and our understanding of life itself ...  


but as Paul Kelly sings ...                                                    



                                                                                      
     
There will be workshops on Downloading Spirit at the Lotus Health and Wellbeing Centre next year.  The book is also available for sale at the shop.  

As well you can purchase it from 

A video of the presentation has been made.  It's about 30 minutes long.   I'm thinking about posting it on the blog.
Also if anyone is having problems posting comments, I suggest you become a follower, which you
can do by clicking on that option at the lower righthand side of the blog frontpage.



Tuesday, November 20, 2012

Presentation and Book Signing.

On the 23rd November, 2012, 
between 6 pm and 8 pm.


I shall be giving a presentation on

Downloading Spirit
Book 1 ... Babushka.

at

246 Crown Street,
Wollongong,
NSW.

Afterwards there'll be time for discussion and questions.

To celebrate the event,
signed copies of the book will be available for $45
(reduced from RRP $65).



Thursday, November 15, 2012

How can we meet our Soul Mates.



                                                                          
There are different ways we can meet out Soul Mates.










Personally, I have used meditation journeying with crystals like
this Elestial Quartz.

Astroshamanic journeying and bodywork journeying also work very well for me.

These three techniques can also be used in combination.



I use the word journeying because part of your consciousness moves out of your physical body and travels in non physical spaces. To begin with, I always worked with someone who is a trained therapist in these areas.  This is very important, as when doing this journeying, it is essential to maintain the connection to and awareness of your physical self.

Once you understand these experiences and places, it is then possible to journey from the physical world on your own, but it is not wise to do this in the beginning. The reason for this is simple. In the physical world there are good and bad experiences.  This applies to all worlds, physical and non physical.  We need to be a little street wise in the non physical worlds before we strike out alone.
It’s also necessary to avoid using any drugs when doing this work.  

Once I was a little more accustomed to these non physical journeys, I started to work with my own techniques of self hypnosis with crystals and music using the solfeggio scale.



Shamanic Drumming also works very well for many people.

There is another technique that I use, or perhaps Spirit uses on me … that is a type of lucid dreaming.

Lucid dream - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia.
Another site worth looking at is ...  Is lucid dreaming safe? | dream studies portal.

This happens for me when I am in a liminal state, not awake or fully asleep.  I am conscious of being in this state.  I call this my Night Talk Journeying.  This technique evolved out of my dreaming.

In 1979 I began to have occasional dreams, you could say premonitions, which would later happen in real life.  Then in 1989 after my husband died, my dream life became more and more active.  This is when I decided to explore the worlds to which my Night Talk Journeying took me.

Another amazing tool is Astrology.  Edgar Cayce's work in this field was profound.
Another link worth looking at is:-

Astrology enables us to understand just who and what the members of our Soul are. 
Our birth chart gives us a map of our total psyche, or if you like our electro magnetic field and its layers of consciousness. 
Our Soul Mates are caught in a limbo land floating around us.  
Our heart is the star around which our electro magnetic field spins 
just as the Sun is to the Solar System. 
As above, so below.  
The Sun imprints our physical DNA, the planets imprint our non physical DNA.  
They all work at different frequencies.

How  does this happen?


I believe that at conception, the electro magnetic fields of our Solar System and the planets overlay and imprint our DNA with the individual planetary frequencies and that of the Matrix.


This is an image of the magnetosphere. Here you can see the interaction between the solar wind and the earth's magnetic field.
Courtesy of NASA






Then at birth the frequencies of the Solar System, described in our birth chart, put in place the program for the experiences that will occur each day throughout our life. The daily transits and their aspects with our birth chart are the key to understanding this.  

This gives us the probabilities of our destiny ... 
but we have the free will to choose which probability we will follow.

As above, so below ... 
but  always remember that we have the freedom of choice
 to choose which path of probability we follow.



This diagram is a visual interpretation of these multidimensional realities 
in relation to our electro  magnetic field.

I discuss these this things in depth in Downloading Spirit.


Hopefully I’ve raised your curiosity enough to read the book.                Click on




and you can buy it in soft or hardcover, or if you have a kindle, it is also published as an e-book.

The first of my presentations and workshops is next week at Lotus Health and Wellbeing Centre, 
246 Crown Street, Wollongong, 
on Friday, 23rd November, between 6 pm and 9 pm.



If you live in the area, it would be great to see you there.  
The book will also be available for sale at a special price to mark the occasion.




Monday, November 12, 2012

Hearing voices as we hang on the cross of life.


I believe the voices we hear, are the members of our Soul group, surrounding us in our matrix. These Soul mates are non physical aspects of our total consciousness. They live at different frequency ranges - non physical worlds or dimensions - within our total electro magnetic field.






We know that a human being is an electro magnetic field composed of seven layers. Seven donuts of energy nestling within each other in layers of descending frequency.






The central donut, with the lowest, most condensed frequency, is our physical self. We are conscious of our self in our physical world. We know we shall die. At this point in time, the majority of us are not aware of (or in touch with) the other layers of our electro magnetic field. Occasionally we might be aware of what we call our conscience (our higher self or super consciousness) or a gut feeling (our inner self or subconscious).

Just as early, prehistoric man had a bicameral brain, until around 3,500 - 4,000 years ago, so recent mankind (approximately 1,500BC to today) has a self conscious brain at varying stages of development. I discuss this in detail on Page 47 of Downloading Spirit.

These are two distinct stages in the evolution of consciousness in the human, animal body.

We are entering a new stage in human evolution ... the third stage. This is the period when we become aware of our total being ... our physical and non physical selves.  When we have fully understood and developed these levels of our total being, humanity will be multidimensional.

We are in the process of evolving into a person who is soul conscious. In the process of this happening we face many challenges.

Most of us understand self consciousness, but what is soul consciousness?

Soul Consciousness is living in our physical body on this planet, sane, healthy in body and mind, and functioning to our highest ability.  We are in communication with the members of our Soul, and able to express their gifts through our Self, in this physical world.

This is when we use, not 10% of our brain, but, our total brain.

I believe that a person becomes progressively aware of the different layers of consciousness in their personal electro magnetic field.  As this happens we can hear the voices from the individual levels of consciousness and the conscious beings who live in these levels around us.

Each unit of consciousness nests within another unit of consciousness.  Once we understand this, that unit of consciousness can then learn to communicate with the other conscious layers of its matrix.
We learn to communicate with them, and at times mediate at the physical level.

We are like a blood cell in an ocean of blood.  Just as in our blood there are many different blood cells flowing through our body, so there are different members of our Soul, all flowing in the ocean of consciousness flowing throughout the our electro magnetic field.

We must walk through the fear of hearing these voices, open ourselves to communicating with them.  It's important to know that we have the right to say "I don't want this" ... "How can we do this without hurting?" ... "How can we do this in a way that does not damage or hurt the world I live in or anyone in it?" ... We must be grounded, use common sense, and remain firmly in the reality in which our self is living when we communicate with our Soul members, who are not living in our reality.  
This is a critical distinction to be aware of in our encounters.

We hang on this cross of consciousness. Our physical self anchored in this third dimensional world, walking on the horizontal axis through our physical life from birth to death.  Our non physical selves surrounding our self on the vertical axis. 


This electro magnetic field, our Soul, rotates and spins through us and around us as if we are ingredients in the bowl of a mixmaster, slowly being mixed together to create a masterpiece.

We can hear voices and live sanely, constructively and sensibly in our physical world.






We climb a staircase ... sometimes it can be dark ... sometimes it is light-filled. Sometimes it goes back down, only to go in another direction, only to take us back up.


When we reach the top of the staircase, we see there is always another one to climb ... who knows where until we do it.


But what an amazing journey we are on ... as we move from Self to Soul consciousness.

We shall always achieve what our mind and attention is focused on.  That's how energy works.  





If we focus on love ... love creates 
If we focus on fear ... fear creates 

I know which feeling I focus on ... 
there can only be LOVE ... 
Love is all you need.


Monday, October 29, 2012

Voices ... are they real?


In my last blog I questioned: "Can the members of our Soul group influence us in any way?" 

I believe that they can ... but how do they do it?

Most of us admit that we have a conscience, something inside us that tells us that something is right or wrong. That's communication and we think of it as a voice.

Then there's those unexpected strokes of brilliance when we solve the insoluble problem ... from where did that knowledge come? Sometimes we just know something ... but how did we just know it ... how was it communicated to us ... was it a voice?

Jack Nicholson is a brilliant actor who has starred in many movies.  Many of these parts have given us insight into aspects of mental health issues. He won Oscars for  his roles in One Flew over the Cuckoo's Nest and As good as it Gets. He has the gift of making us laugh at what, in real life, can so often be tragic. He also has the ability to make us feel and understand that people who have problems that get classified as mental health issues, can be completely "normal" in their hope and desire to have a good life, to laugh, to love.


He also seems to hear voices ... 



... and yes, they do come up with some great ideas.


Unfortunately, too often fear of being misunderstood, fear that we might have a mental problem, stops people talking about these experiences. It can be frightening because we don't understand how it happens. We try to ignore these things, pretend they don't exist. When we do this we limit ourselves to only using about 10% of our brain.

Sometimes, the voices in these experiences can be symptoms of clinical problems, but more often than not, they are just a part of the human experience. That part of our consciousness that has the ability to meet other non physical consciousnesses. 

Voices have a frequency ... they are an energy.  As Einstein said:



Einstein would often just quietly sit, and listen to what he would discover inside him.  He was not frightened to venture into the mental areas no one had explored before.  What an extraordinary man he was.

Another Genius who did this was Nikola Tesla.

Also an extraordinary man.




Science and Spirituality are the 
Yin and Yang of Consciousness.




We would achieve so much more in our lives if we could open ourselves to these inner experiences ... to listen to our inner voices. Think what could happen, what we could create if we actually have an inner, real-imaginary dialogue with them. The important thing is to know exactly what we are doing and know what is possible in the physical world we live in. 

There is an excellent book by John Watkins, called, Hearing Voices - A Common Human Experience. It is published by Michelle Anderson Publishing Pty. Ltd., and its ISBN is 978-0-8557-2390-3.
Reading it can help to understand and remove the fear that is often experienced by so many people. 
It explains to us the many ways in which people hear voices. 

It's also worth listening to the podcast which can be downloaded from the following link:


In my next blog I'll put forward some of my own thoughts as to how these voices can sometimes link us to our Soul Group. How physical reality and non physical realities create our total being, our Soul.  
I'll suggest an answer as to who and what these voices are. 

I write in detail on all of these things in Downloading Spirit.  If you are interested to read the book you can go to    
    to purchase it.

Thursday, October 18, 2012

As above, So below.




So often we hear the words "we are all one".  "We are all part of the whole."

Yet so often we feel separated and cut off.  Isolated from something or someone intangible that we can't explain.

We know we are living in this world, born to our parents who live in a particular place. We know how we were physically conceived.  But ....
There is always this but ... something is missing.
Most of us switch off to this and just get on with living our lives until we die.
But again ... is that all there is?
Where do we go from here ... or is there just nothing?

This consciousness that is somehow, non physically inside of us, which makes us aware, which enables us to feel, think and experience non physical realities ... Where does it come from ... How does it get into us?

I address this issue in Downloading Spirit.

All of us talk about our Soul.  There is our Self, and our Soul.
We are conscious of our Self ... but ... we are not conscious of our Soul in the same way.  
There is a separation between the physical Self and the non physical Soul.

We don't really understand what our Soul is?

It's a vague, emotional, spiritual, non physical thing that is somehow real for us ... important for us.

In Downloading Spirit I put forward my belief as to what our Soul is composed of.

I put forward a theory as to how our non physical Soul and its members involve into our physical being without being fully integrated with us physically.


We are subconsciously aware of our other Soul members.  Occasionally we intuitively know something, or our conscience speaks to us, or ... it's like there's a voice, a Higher Self,  talking to us ... sometimes, it's more a gremlin ... how can you put your finger on this intangible, non physical communication ... this angel or demon ... that is somehow part of you ... yet you're separate.

How did you get that inspired ... or horrible ... thought?  What you just did wasn't behaviour typical of you.  Yet you did it.

Do these non physical members of your Soul, these intangible beings, somehow influence you?

Read Downloading Spirit.  Consider the theory I put forward.  Does it somehow resonate deep within you?

Is it possible our self conscious physical human being is about to become soul conscious multidimensional human being?  

Can we make the non physical experiences and thoughts of our non physical soul members realities in our physical world by becoming conscious of who our Soul members are and what they might like to express here through us ... our Self ... their representative here on Earth?

Think how much more creative we would be ... the amazing things we could do ...
with just a little help from our (imaginary Soul) friends.














Tuesday, October 09, 2012

Back to the ocean.

All day I have been seeking the inspiration for my next blog.

My seeking has taken me through moods that shift and change like the tides.

I've asked myself: "Why in the face of this patient, persistent sea, whose waves pound the rocks of the earth shaping them over eons of time do I think that anything I might do, think or say in my short, brief time here will have any impact, benefit or effect on our world."

Why do I think or hope that I can make any difference?  Why do I doggedly persist.

I don't know ... there's just something inside me that says: "Keep going.  We are never asked to do anything we cannot do."

After feeding my dogs, Gloria and Monk, I took myself down to the rocky shore.




As I walked along the rocks, stepping between the pools of water, surrounded by dried salt, my mind went back to my childhood at Bondi, and a brief time out, when I was 54, at a place called Patonga.









The sea does something for me.  It is beyond words ... it rejuvenates my being.

Nautilus






I looked down at some shells and saw the remains of a Nautilus Shell.










Immediately I knew what I would write about.

Shells, the sea, took me to sacred geometry ... and the Fibonacci Sequence.


Whilst I don't talk about Sacred Geometry specifically in Downloading Spirit, it dramatically influenced my thinking and consequently, my writing. It particularly influenced my thinking in relation to the Fibonacci Sequence and how I believe that non physical Spirit and consciousness move into a human being.  

I've given links to three websites which give information and more detailed explanations of the Nautilus, and the pattern within its shell which visually displays the Sacred Geometry of creation.


If your curiosity is aroused ... check them out.
Even better, get a copy of Downloading Spirit.

I've also uploaded the following Youtube video by achozen shaman - Sacred Geometry Explained.  This link is for Part 1 of 2 videos.

When we begin to understand these things we begin the journey of understanding how consciousness and life itself happened.



I think this intense curiosity and desire to understand is in all of us.  For me it is something I can't escape.  So I persist ... I keep going.  Even if a few people understand me ... the effort is worth it.

After writing this, I persisted with my promotion of Downloading Spirit by visiting Lotus Health and Wellbeing Centre in Wollongong, where I met and talked with Delyse Wright.  


I'll be giving a talk and presentation of Downloading Spirit there on the 23rd November.













Saturday, October 06, 2012

Who are we?

The old saying "As one door closes, another door opens" is so true.


If we allow the past to shape us we often function from a fear that something bad that happened in the past may happen again.  We do not want this to happen, and without realising it the fear controls our behaviour.













As Jung said:-










Many people say to me:  

I saw your book.  It looks really interesting.  I love your writing.  
These things you talk about, I've had some experiences of, but I'm so busy making a living .... xyz#$$$..fff..@%*** &!!! ?... that I don't have time.  I'm too busy dealing with the now, the physical world in which I live.  

Are they lazy, apathetic, frightened?  I don't know ... probably a bit of each of those things.

Are they conscious of it ... probably not.




Again to quote Jung:-


















Downloading Spirit is about becoming aware of what is unconscious and frightening to us that shapes and frequently limits our achievements and creation in our physical lives.  
 Downloading Spirit does require a little effort to read - not a lot.  
It does require a desire to take our understanding of life a little further.  
It does require us to step out of their comfort zone, and bring the unknown into consciousness.  
It does encourage you to trust enough to walk the edge of the abyss.  

As my husband used to say to me.  I love you ... but I didn't promise you a rose garden.

I love life ... but who said it would be easy.   


I've written this book to help people understand how a little bit of time interacting in the non physical worlds, can seriously improve our experiences in the physical.  How we can learn to use our fear as a means of creating an amazing new world.  

We just have to open our hearts and set our spirit free.



"In many shamanic societies, if you came to a medicine person complaining of being disheartened, dispirited or depressed, they would ask one of four questions. When did you stop dancing? when did you stop singing? When did you stop being enchanted by stories? When did you stop finding comfort in the sweet territory of silence?" 









It is in these areas ... the deep, non physical pools of creation within our beings ... that we find our answers and our solace as we face the challenges of living in a physical world.

Following is a brief excerpt from Chapter 1, Wake up Sleepyhead, of Downloading Spirit:-

Making the decision to know yourself is never easy.  As I’ve explained, the trigger for me to do this was John’s death.  So often we do this as a result of pain or loss when emotions are heightened and we are very sensitive;  often we think we have nothing more to lose.  It takes courage to accept that we are more than we appear to be.  At this point we can learn to walk through our fear of understanding who and what this sleeper really is.   
This was the beginning of my journey to consciously re-unite my ‘self’ and my ‘soul’.  To realise that this journey was meant to become a book had it’s roots in my considering whether or not to do a Masters degree on paranormal psychology and consciousness.  To do this I needed to meet  someone who was psychic to help me with my research.  I focused intent for a psychic research assistant to come into my life.  Experience has taught me that if something is meant to happen, focussed thought always brings whatever or whoever is needed.  
As always, it worked.  A lady called Paula appeared.  We found we had a lot of common interests and a friendship grew.  One night when we were having some dinner she said:   “There’s someone here wanting to speak with you.  She says her name’s Molly.”
Laughing she said:  “She wants me to do this.  Can I have you hand?”
I looked at her, curious and gave her my hand.   “This is  crazy.” she said.  “Molly’s asking me to do this.”
Her finger started going in circles in the palm of my hand, and she said:  “Round and round the garden, like a ....”
I had a sense of total disbelief.  I’d never discussed my childhood with Paula at that time; never told her Mum’s name was Molly.  She could not have known about it unless Mum had told her.  
“Mum played that with me when I was little.”  I looked at her.  “How long have you been doing this?”  I asked.
“All my life.” she answered.
My P S Y Chic had arrived.
After Paula went home, I went to bed and had a relatively sleepless night with many cups of tea; a busy night of Night Talk.  I woke the next morning knowing that I was to write a trilogy called Downloading Spirit. 
In 2005 we began the channelling and night talk sessions which lasted for eighteen months.  In this time, enormous amounts of confusing and teasing information came.  The channels and Night Talk are compiled in seventy two tapes.  Only a small amount of this information is reported in this book, but what came through contained many clues that triggered my remembering.  
One of the beings coming through called himself Mischka.  He kept telling me to extrapolate.  Over the next three years I did so much extrapolating I often felt I’d never finish.  I seemed to be going in circles, pacing the floor, crying with frustration, learning, reading, researching, making notes, drafts.  I was obsessive, being driven by I knew not what.  At times I was exhausted and overwhelmed.  Then finally I began to understand.  It was a moment of epiphany.  The writing began.  
In one of the early sessions I asked the self conscious Spirit coming through: 
“What is the purpose of this book?  What am I supposed to be communicating?”
The reply was: 
“You’re certainly not to talk about consciousness.  It’s what’s going on behind the facade of consciousness that we want to communicate.  The DNA, genes, consciousness levels, dimensions and their realities, all tie together.  For the average human, none of this makes any sense.  Conveying the information as you have pulled the threads together is what it is about.  We only need the essence, the DNA, the history and how it all happens.  What energises it.  How it works and how it just keeps working, this mechanism for being.  And it works for everything, absolutely everything.  Tie the threads and information together.  Do not use quattrains or arcane language.  We want all people to understand this clearly”.
What I originally thought would be a light, breezy and funny book proved to be very different.  The results of all this compiled into Downloading Spirit which has taken six years of channelling, researching, writing and seemingly never ending edits as `I try to improve structure, simplify and minimalise expression.  I keep trying to unite the scientific and the spiritual concepts in such a way that everyone can understand not only what they are reading, but that science and spirituality are part of the same thing.  I’m not sure I’ve done that, but I have tried to tie the threads and information together.
What follows is my extrapolation of what Spirit brought through to me.  It is a woman’s understanding and intuitive interpretation of the creation, evolution and history of human beings and our Earth, who we are and why we’re here.   Hopefully it will help sleepers like myself, as they wake to the new world that is, inexorably, overtaking our planet.  Powerful as we are, we cannot stop this process.  Shining through is my passionate belief that every human being has the potential to live a life of love and compassion, expressing and manifesting their one off creative gift in our world and living comfortably, in harmony with all humanity, our planet Earth and all the life she supports.  
Strange as it might seem we’re a bit like a biological computer housing different software programs.  Our physical body is the front end.  Our aura and chakras holds the interfaces and programming that connects us to the backend, which is Spirit, God, the Matrix of all that is.  The connection is our silver cord.  We really are an aspect of God.  We are a small ‘s’ spirit of our Source, the Great Spirit.
Many of us are just discovering that we’re more than a ‘self’ conscious, physical body.  We’re beginning to understand that we’re also a group of conscious spirit beings which make up our ‘soul’.  We are becoming ‘soul’ conscious. These other parts of ourself, our archetypes, the members of our group ‘soul’, are housed in the layers of our surrounding aura and linked to our human body.  This is not an easy realisation.  
First we come to think of ourself as our physical body.  Then we realise that our physical body is affected by the metaphysical, non physical bodies, our emotions, mind and spirit linked yet separate to our self conscious human animal.  At first we feel these emotions, but don’t understand how they penetrate and affect our entire being.  Then we begin to get the message.  We realise that each human being is a manifestation of expanding consciousness.

If you read Downloading Spirit, you might be surprised what you can discover and set free in your life.